Sometimes we meet new people that interest us. We carry on a conversation, find that we have much in common and hope that a new friendship might ensue.
There’s a leap of faith that has to happen when you make new friends, and often that leap of faith means we decide to put some level of trust towards making it work.
First of all, and especially if you’re like me and not married, you have to know what the expectations are going to be. When I meet someone of the opposite sex that I am interested in…being friends with first…I ask myself the following questions:
Is there an expectation that we will talk often?
If yes, will we just text, chat, talk or will we hang out? possibly date?
Do we or could we want more than friendship at some point?
Am I attracted to that person? Are they attracted to me? How can I tell?
I guess when I find myself wanting to talk to that person more and more because they intrigue me, I realize I am investing time into the friendship – which must signify that I might want more than just a simple friendship.
There are often emotional feelings that go along with this type of friendship. I am a somewhat emotional person at heart; I find that I feel a certain way when talking to someone I care about and with whom I want to build a relationship. Even if that intended relationship is just a caring friendship.
However, I am constantly reminded that men and women view these types of relationships differently. I believe that it’s inherently difficult for a man to just be friends with a woman he’s attracted to. He either wants to sleep with her, or he can’t be friends with her. The sexual attraction overrides his ability to be platonic. May not be true for all men, and I know this sounds stereo-typical. But I’ve found very few men who do not feel this way.
For women, I don’t think that’s the case. It’s not to say that a woman can’t be attracted to a man and want to be with him, but that they can have an emotional attachment to a man without wanting to sleep with him.
I find that my driving factors in emotional relationships have more to do with the caring aspect of nurturing and symbiotic outcomes than that need for other gratifications.
So, back to the beginning…
A new friendship is a great beginning. I like finding our commonalities and hoping that as we find more and more that an attraction can lead to an emotional attachment and relationship with mutual satisfaction.
Recently read a passage from the book: The Gifts of Imperfection by Brene Brown that sums it up:
“Practicing authenticity can feel like a daunting choice. There’s risk involved in putting your true self out in the world.” She goes on to say that there is probably more risk in hiding who we really are from the world because we don’t share our ideas and gifts with others who could benefit from them. It also is a way of not accepting who we truly are – our authentic self is masked behind what we choose to not share.
I try every day to be authentic. That does not mean I freely share everything as I find that some things are truly private and I like it that way. But friendship is the place to start. My focus – is on building with great conversations!